This month has provided lots of fun and laughter. We've had cake, played outside a lot, had some lovely day trips out and even a little holiday.
I really do love being a mum. It's something that I always wanted as I grew up and I am so lucky that I have two gorgeous babies.
This month I've found myself thinking about getting a full time job. I've found myself longing for something extra. I don't know if it's because Parker is that little bit older but I feel like I'm not needed as much. I feel like I could be doing so much more. I think of myself as being very lucky by being a stay at home mum but people don't always realise that it can be hard. I am really lucky that both Paige and Parker are really easy going and really easy children. It's more a battle with myself, keeping my brain functioning and keeping myself busy.
Until I figure it out I'm going to soak up every second with my babies because I have no idea what the future holds.
This month I have three different pictures! I love each one for a different reason. They are all from our recent holiday. The first I am holding Parker on his first ride with Paige riding along too. The second is from Parker's first birthday. He wanted nothing to do with his cake and I even had to bribe him with a bit of cake while we sang happy birthday, so Paige blew his candle out and loved it. The last is on a giant bouncy pillow. Paige asked Parker to come on with me and her so he did :)